Well, like any other good university student, I am procrastinating pretty well. I have an assignment due this Thursday and I am only 20% done.
So, how have I been?
Sometimes the days are tiring, despite having only one or two classes. I don't know how or why I am so tired - so tired that I could be sleeping by 11:30pm. I thought I was sinking into apathy again but that is quite impossible since I am contented with my life right now. Maybe it's the part where I have to move from one place to another; room to class, class to library, library to class, class to library, library to room. However, I'm not truly convinced that walking around is actually making me tired since I am a regular brisk walker. I'm not that active in my university either so extra curricular activities couldn't be draining my energy.
I really miss home. I miss my parents, my siblings and my cat.
I don't know if I am happy here. There are days when I am happy to be here, there are days when I dread waking up to begin another day. When I am here, it's like I'm disconnected from the outside world. I can't feel the days passing because it's a cycle of waking up, going to the same building and doing the same things. I can't really distinguish the days from each other because everyday feels the same.
2 comments:
"room to class, class to library, library to class, class to library, library to room."- MAN does that sound familiar.
And you are being a very good uni student indeed. But I am sorry to hear that you're feeling that way. It can be terrible, I know. And being disconnected from the outside world sounds far too familiar for my liking =| Hope you manage to get into your groove soon. Rooting for you in NZ =)
D'aww, Lady Disdain. Thanks. :) It's really hard to blog when I'm constantly feeling like this. But yes, hope I get my groove back!
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